i don't care :: ayumu

[Ayumu Miyazaki]

i sing for you, fight for myself.
:: boredom has reached its limit. ::

AYUMU MIYAZAKI

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freshman :: fifteen :: alone :: insane[/font][/center]

APPLICATION :: he grew up with a family who pretended like he didn’t exist. because of this, he’s a bit mentally unstable. he has a funny habit of cutting things up with a pair of scissors he keeps on his person at all times. when he’s not having his fits of insanity, he keeps really quiet. it’s not really because he’s shy, but rather because he finds talking to be a nuisance. he definitely won’t be the one starting the conversations in any of his relationships. he has issues with small spaces and doesn‘t particularly like any kind of physical contact. if anyone so much as brushes up against him, he'll panic, and probably stab them with his scissors. he‘s closed himself off from others and hides his emotions well. underneath his well-constructed mask, however, he‘s an emotional wreck.

i stood frozen on that stage,
:: looking for the courage to strike back. ::

FRIENDS :: when he was growing up, there were only two people in the whole world with any importance to him, and they are both now dead. he is completely alone. despite his preference for solitude, he secretly yearns for some kind of companion. he won‘t go out of his way to talk to people or be the one starting conversations; instead, he hopes someone will come to him first. because of his silence, he turns out to be a great listener, always pretending to listen listening to everything people have to say to him. he is in desperate need of a friend, and isn‘t at all picky about who it is.

i don’t care, i don’t care.
:: i wonder if existing is something you can laugh about… ::

ENEMIES :: he doesn’t typically hate people; to him, people are just there and that‘s it. however, if you pretend like he doesn‘t exist, he automatically won‘t like you. his lack of presence doesn’t make noticing him easy, so it won‘t be hard to get on his bad side. the only people he will truly end up hating are those who act like complete bastards towards him {or his friends, if he had any}.

at the pace you start running,
:: the scenery flies by. ::

LOVERS :: when it comes to relationships like these, he would not even know where to begin. he has never before had a girlfriend or boyfriend, nor has he ever been in love. hell, he doesn’t even have friends. on the off chance someone got close enough to him to be with him like this, he‘d have no idea what to do. they would have to be really patient with him. he doesn't find gender to be of any importance, and is pansexual.

i don’t care, i don’t care, i don’t care.
:: will you go confirm what’s right and what’s wrong? ::

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